Trust

Over the weekend I felt so good! Like back to my normal self good, which is really really exciting for me! 

But in the past two days I had been having a tiny bit of pain again, I found myself getting really worried and letting the fear of getting really sick again consume my thoughts.

Then yesterday morning I was cleaning the kitchen and listening to music, and the song "Trust" by Hillsong Young & Free came on, I found myself singing the words:

Jesus I will trust You

I will trust you

I know you never fail

I will trust you

Jesus I will

And it hit me, the only thing worrying about my situation and fearing the unknown did was bring me down. 

But the moment I chose to say "God, I trust you". His peace that passes understanding flooded my soul. 

Now I would love to say the rest of the day was just easy cause I said "God, I trust you" once.  But the truth is there were many times throughout the day that fear crept in, and there were many moments that I needed to say "God, I trust you".

The only thing I know

Is God you're in control

In every little detail

You are close

I'll never be alone

Here in the unknown

The power of Your Presence

Fills my soul

I have no doubt I could wake up tomorrow and never feel the pain of having an autoimmune disease again, but am I gonna choose to trust him even if healing is not His answer for me?

Whatever season you are going through, if you are sick, depressed or just have a bad attitude about life. I encourage you to take your eyes off of your situation, your circumstances, off of you, and choose to say "God, I trust you".

And just so y'all know, I feel amazing today, so I had nothing to worry about!